update:
amazing how taking a nap can actually clear your doubts
change your thoughts.
after waking up, everything seems much clearer now.
everything seems less complicating.
more easier to give in.
now is just the matter of time, i guess.

it's so funny reading back whatever u wrote while u were angry,
i find myself so immature and sensitive on those small things.
It's time to open up my mind.

everything will be fine again :]