i know i'm not suppose to feel envious, but something is just shouting "unfair" inside there.
it might be karma, as he wasnt feeling that well this past few days,
i know how much he deserve something to smile at now.

i'm glad he's grinning at his prize happily now,
but why is this green envy feeling churning inside me,
why is this sin engaging my mind so frequent nowadays?

i need a pill.